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well so that didn't work out so well. stilllllll i feel like shit. i think i just need to get out of here. i need to get out of my house, i need to get out of truro. it's like everything here is just causing shit. i just want to sleep. i've been taking mini naps all day to try to make the day go faster cause i feel like i'm just wasting away or something. i've eaten a total of about 500 calories today. maybe less. i'm just not hungry. it actually hurts after i eat. it's probably cause i feel like my throats in my stomach 24/7. fuckk.