it's overrrrr

FINALLYYYY!
isn't it great to not even care anymore? to realize that you don't, that you've moved on? it's sweetttt. took long enough though but i feel a lot better now. it's a good thing. when someone's not worth getting worked up over. cause they treat you like shit and don't care then finally being able to say, you know what? i don't give a fuck about what they do with their life. i don't care if i talk to them or see them again. cause really, i deserve better. i'm not the type of person to just sit around and let people use me. i don't let people get under my skin and cause drama and shit. so yepppp, doneeeeeeee.

i've trieddd but for some reason i won't quit

too much left unsaid developed into this awkward silence and i hate it. you can't blame either of us though, cause it's both our faults. i'm not too sure if you even care, all i know is i do. been tryin to get over it but it's just one of those things. one of those things that for some reason you can't... that you keep coming back to without even wanting to. a magnetic pull, two pieces of a puzzle. nothing's worse then the silence.. the silent whispers i want to say, that i keep screaming in my head for only myself to know. when in reality, you can hear a pin drop. the crickets chirp between the rewritten words. scratched out, erased, rephrased over and over. hiding behind these walls, might be too late.. probably am. everything changes at some point. for better or for worse. just gotta deal with it. hopefully in the end it'll all work. i can't just sit here and let it all fall apart. it's not the kind of person i am. i'm a fighter. i don't give up on people. i don't forget. you can try to forget about me, for whatever reason. but i won't just give up and let it happen. cause i care. cause it means something. you know what i mean. you can't say there's nothing. i know you know there is. it's there, no matter how hard you try to fight it. i already did. and look at me now. it's different. i think that's the main reason. standing out from all the rest, no other's are the same. you get me and i get you. my own secret two way diary, secrets, things i need to talk about. noone else will everr know. to sum it all up? i'm not quitting. you shouldn't either.. don't just do the easy thing and try to forget cause it's worth it. i believe it. you should too.