Hey so i'm gonna try something a bit different. I have a lot on my mind lately and i'm not sure how to put it into paragraphs or whatever so i'm just gonna go from line to line and see what happens.
i don't know what to think
the bunches of thoughts swirling around my brain
like a ball of yarn or something, a impossible knot
unable to untangle and rearrange into something readable or understandable
i guess i'm just not sure
i've ran, i've hid, i've done so much
and now it's like i'm at a fork in the road
two ways to go, one easier
but the easy route's the way i've always taken
that's the problem
i worry too much, i'm scared
although i'd never admit it
to admit it to myself is hard enough
i've built up these walls my whole life
to keep myself safe..
block others out and keeping myself whole
but now i don't know if keeping up those walls is worth it anymore
impossible decisions, two different voices arguing in my brain
which one is louder i don't know
trying to lay each piece of this puzzle out
to piece it together and decide on the path to take
need to believe in something
not sure if it's fate
but something seems to be at work here
i guess i'll just let the pieces fall themselves
and see where they lead me
and let my head and heart continue to argue
a conclusion will come soon
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