Helloooo
so i might be a horrible person lol. i actually might be. but i can't help it. welll okay i probablyy could. actually. i don't think i can. it's one of those things that you wish you could stop from happening but you can't. cause you can't control some things. like how you feel and stuff. i wishh i could control my feelings better cause this is actually a badd situation lol. soo much could go wrong. well, will go wrong. people will be pisseddd if i get my way lol. and i dunno what to do about anything. i've just been doing nothing. cause that's all that i'm able to do. i mean what else can i do? Arghh fml.
of course this would happen though lol. my friend called that this was going to happen but i didn't think it would. i was all "noo lol don't worry, i know, i'll be fine. it's nothing. so what we talk all the time?" shouldaa listened to her haha. she was all "you know what? i can tell that you guys like each other even though you can't." but i thought she was crazy.
but really. i
i just drew a blank there haha. didn't want to delete it cause it sums up whats going through my head right now. i'm sooo like... i don't know. confused, stressed, kind of mad at myself. it's frustrating. and it just feels like it's getting worse and worse all the time. but it's not like i can say anything... cause they'd be like noo you can't say anything. you can't like him. that's the problem.
AHHH lol
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