Word vomit

So it's been a while... again. i'm thinking blogging every few days might be better then because then i'll have more to write about. rather then writing dumb little sentences every day. Wellll my dog's being a bit mental right now. Running around like a maniac and barking and squeaking this toy as she's running. It's quite funny but a bit distracting lol. I have discovered that my intuition might be a bit more than normal. How in the world do i figure things out and know what people mean all the time lol. It's probably not normal. But yeahh that's enough rambling about my strange talent haha.

I hate it when you know someone's leaving for a while and you can't get to see them before they leave. It's the worst feeling knowing that you're not going to see them for a while and you don't get to say goodbye or anything. I guess that's what happens when you live away from all of your friends. It sucks. I miss them. But i like to think that everything happens for a reason. So maybe there's a reason why i don't live where they live? haha i can dream right?

Speaking of dreams, my dreams have been slightly not happening lately.. thank god. I was getting sick and tired of having dreams that made no sense and that were like i was living out days. It's really tiring to go to sleep and dream out that you're living out a normal day in your life (only parts of it were a bit abnormal) and then waking up and living your life. I was sooo tired for a while all the time.

Why are boys so dumb? Especially right now. It seems i am cursed with boys. All the boys that i don't want to like me do and all the ones i do like seem to either not like me or something messes up between us. It's frustrating. I hate rejecting guys too. I feel so bad after but it's not like i'm just gonna go out with guys because i feel bad. that'd just be stupid so i guess it's just something you gotta live with? Ughhh

Facebook is funny. It's like the most evil creation ever invented because it's so addicting and its perfect for procrastinating. Which isn't something that i need to do... ever. thanks makers of facebook for making every teenager's life more difficult lol.

I'm desperately wanting it to be sunny outside. I have't seen an actual sunny day in forever. It sucks. I can't wait to be able to sit outside in the sun, then maybe it will actually feel like summer.

Wellllll that's all for now. Buh byeee